SIS TAKDE SEMANGAT

Helloooo

Long time no see. Hehehe.

I joined mooting and guess what. It is not for me. Like I don't think I like doing it. It just not a fun thing for me. No. 

I don't know why. Maybe because the expectation that were put on me. Naah. They did not expect anything from me though.

Maybe it just me who start it with a feeling that I don't want to do this. And of course after that it turns out to be no fun.

I JUST FOUND OUT HOW TERRIBLE MY STRUCTURE IS. JUST LIKE I'M NOT STRUCTURED. AND YES HIDUP AKU PUN TAKDE STRUCTURE. 

But, it almost come to the day. I should focus more on it. Tapi huh... WHERE ALL THE SPIRIT GONE??? HALP!

Why do I sign up for this at the first place? I wanna learn right? Depa kata it helps a lot for academic and so on but then, never thought that it could be this hard. Now, I believe what they said. 

But to complaint about it, I think I should not. I had come to this level. All my try hard things I did back then is to make sure at least I got a place here. So, now I got it and maybe this will be the first and the last time I tried. 

It just so terrifying for me. Waaa 

As its almost over, I will do whatever I can. I'll fight till the last blood. LOL ayat apa ni cam taik. 

GANBATTE JIHACHAN!