Semester 2

Assalamualaikum and hi. Its been almost 2 years I did not update anything and it is not because I don't have idea but its because I wrote those on another platform. Sad to say that but those other platform are kinda easier to access comparing to this one. HAHAHA. And yeah realizing that those other apps are making the author more anonymous is another thing to be considered. Wait, I can be anonymous here also, if I want.

And yeah, aku dah second sem dah degree. Bachelors of Law. To be honest, it is not an easy things. More reading and exercises comparing to STPM life. Thinking back then when I thought STPM was super hard, degree is 100x harder than that. Well, mestilah nama pun degree.

My 1st semester when well. Alhamdulillah. Even though my result are not as what I wanted, but fortunately I did not fail any subject. Another bless that I should count instead of counting how disappointing my result is.

Second semester just finished its Week 2. Now Week 3 is coming and here start bunch of tutorial questions and group assignment's drama to deal with. (God, just remember that I haven't finish any of it make me feel like want to stop writing) Yeah, dealing with people drama is another thing to think about when you are in university. Especially with this kind of homogenize who always think they are correct and nobody should fix them. I hope it won't happen as I am so tired facing this situation and of course because I have a lot of other things to think about.

For now, I could say I receiving the knowledge much better than during my first semester. Maybe because at that time I still trying to fit with the surrounding which consist of an open door university where you can go in and out without anybody stopping you. You can do whatever you want with nobody going to say anything about you. So, this is a challenge for you. Whether you can deal with it or its gonna kill you. But I think this is not the problem that happen to me. What happen to me is more likely to be I studied in a wrong way where I prefer to study alone and not attached to anyone. (I mean in some particular things, I prefer to be alone.) And also, I have to explain to myself about what I have studied. If I cannot explain, that means I did not understand it well yet. So, there's few things that I found out I should get rid of this semester which is I have to get back to my old study style that really help me understand more. Meanwhile, of course I need friends to help but I don't want to get to attached to them. Hew whatever.

But yeah, 2nd semester just open it curtain. Lets not expecting too much. Just keep improving and never let what you don't like happen again. This time, I want to make sure I can do much better and have my CGPA higher than before. Does not matter whether I got dean list or not, but as long as it is better than before, I am more than grateful.

To end my latest post, an update after 2 years, do comment below if you feel like giving me some motivational words that could inspire me or anything that you want to say. I am here, willingly accepting your opinion and stand as long as its help me to do something good. 

Kalau ada laa yang baca HAHAHA.